An Update

So I just got back from yet another doctor's appointment. And the verdict is in.....I'm growing some big boys! They are each measuring about a week ahead of schedule. Go babies. Go uterus! It still amazes me to see them up on the screen. Synchronized in their movements. Safe and happy. Oblivious to the outside world. I lie back on the table, with my arms over my head, my heart beating so loudly I feel it is deafening within the room. And I find that my breath is taken away as I watch the boys. I realize that I would give all that I own, that I would take my last breath simply so that they could take their first. Yet despite the love that I feel, the fiercest of loves, I cannot yet get excited. Give me one more week. Simply one more week and my boys would have a chance at the life that I cannot yet dare to imagine for them. Again, thank you all for your prayers. They continue to lift us up.